- Jack Cropper yearned for a car, clothes and his own house with new furniture
- The 20-year-old lived with his girlfriend in a caravan on father's building yard
- After opening up to his mother about demons, he went missing, inquest heard
- His body was found after a search near his home in Whitewell Bottom, Lancs
By Alexander Robertson For Mailonline
Published: 03:55 EST, 12 January 2018 | Updated: 03:55 EST, 12 January 2018
A builder who lived in a caravan but dreamed of owning a house and car killed himself after telling his mother: 'I don't want to be "Gypo Jack" no more'.
Jack Cropper yearned to have a car, designer clothes and his own 'whitewashed home with top notch furniture', an inquest heard.
The 20-year-old went missing after opening up to his mother about his demons, sparking a massive search around the countryside near Whitewell Bottom, Lancs.
Mr Cropper, who was living with his girlfriend Shauna in a caravan on his father's building yard, was found hanging from a tree by his uncle three days later.

Jack Cropper (pictured with his girlfriend Shauna Leyland) yearned to have a car, designer clothes and his own 'whitewashed home with top notch furniture', an inquest heard


Mr Cropper was living with his girlfriend Shauna in a caravan on his father's building yard
In the week before his death, he argued with Shauna about wanting to change his life, before telling his mother: 'I don't want to be "Gypo Jack" no more'.
At an inquest in Burnley, his mother Vicky Dunn read an emotional letter about her son, in which she said 'silly little things in life' got on top of him.
She added: 'He wanted all of the things he could see other people having – a house, car and nice clothes – but he couldn't see that they wanted what he had.'
'Jack took care of me and his sisters from a young age and he loved the little things in life, a cup of tea, dressing gown and the telly.
'I am so proud of him. He had a select few friends and when he was 18 he had the opportunity of a caravan in his dad's yard. He never asked for anything.
'The caravan was his home with his girlfriend Shauna. We spent quality time together and I asked him to come back but he always liked doing it his way.


The 20-year-old (pictured with his father James) went missing after opening up to his mother about his demons, sparking a massive search around the countryside near Whitewell Bottom


In the week before his death, he argued with Shauna (pictured) about wanting to change his life, before telling his mother: 'I don't want to be "Gypo Jack" no more'
'He was worried about setting up a bank account, getting nice clothes, a car, setting up a ready home with white wash and top-notch furniture that you saw other people have but you felt was out of your reach.
'I want Jack to be remembered for who he was, not for how it ended – someone whose disease of depression got to him.
'He wasn't mental or a drug addict, he just felt too much, his emotion as being a man, being in love, being under pressure being a good person got too much for him.
'He was one of a kind and a hero. I accept it is suicide but I want to try to encourage more people to realise that having a rest is okay and sometimes your mind needs a rest, and it is okay to talk. My son Jack was my hero and I'm still a proud mum to the end.'
She told the inquest how her son had apologised to her for being upset on July 14, the day before he went missing.


At an inquest in Burnley, his mother Vicky Dunn read an emotional letter about her son (pictured with his father James), in which she said 'silly little things in life' got on top of him
'He said "I can't open a bank account – I don't even know how to get one". But it was things we could have helped him with.
'We could have sorted the bank account out but life, and the little things got on top of him. He didn't want to let anyone down.'
The hearing was told 24 hours earlier Jack had left work upset and rung his father the following day saying: 'I'm sorry dad'.
Recording a conclusion of suicide, Area Coroner Richard Taylor said: 'This was an impulsive act but I cannot avoid that this was a very deliberate act.
'He must have felt that he was letting people down. By all of you being here today shows how loved he was.'
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